You know, the world is full of people who will try and bring you down. It is your duty to be strong and follow your heart. You have to look inside yourself and find the answer to any question that you may have. No one knows what is best for you more than you. Don't let anyone run your life for you...because if you do, you'll never find true happiness. Sometimes you do what is best for you at the time...and you are entitled to do whatever you want as it is YOUR life. =) Laini